It’s just difficult to explain and I should be observing it with much efforts keeping in mind without being taken over to express my gratitude to people with shaking hands and hugging.

I been feeling being drained out from the blessing of God often as thr prophet Yehoshuah Selam have explained when I have been intouch with other beings, thoughts and feelings in which later on I been getting dreams about the status of their beings Soul. At that time it becomes even harder and painful as well to realizing being aware their situations and conditions of their lives in which in many cases it has been impossible to help them out and assist them through because the consciousness has not been transcended to their current understandings to realize.

I must admit, I was a hugger and full of affection and compassionate for another beings. And somehow this realization of the reality, me being unable to interact with other beings as I used to, will be leaving me with much more need to be on a vast land without the presence of people. Ideally the desert, mountain ranges and the Ocean.

The blessing of God has been sufficient to live in miraculous ways with few of rations when I have been alone in consecrated state with my only ally meditating on the commandments of the Torah teachings and enlightened beings. But not while I am being surrounded by the insanities of people.

What has been defiling me the most has been the thoughts of people towards me, their consumed which is being processed within them(non Holy, non Koshur foods), the entities which has been consumed later manifesting through them and they are being possessed by it or are possessing, their negativity towards me, insecurities and insanities in general.

I been finding it difficult to shake hands with, touching and being next to other beings. I sincerely hope people would understand that it’s is not hate nor discrimination towards other beings.

There is a verse from among the Holy scriptures. It explains that, how Angels would have been living among us if they could have been safe to living among us. And I still don’t know where the good Angels are living in a physical body yet. Hence, I must be prepared further to live here and there without being attached to anything at all in this world. Not even with my understanding of anything because understanding grows and unfolds as the universe and the good and kind will of God is on a spontaneous infinite journey of revealing it’s self.

In a way, I am understanding and realizing my blog posts would not be understood for the time being by beings of planet Earth to understand them and learn from them comprehensively so they may find the bridge of Sir’at to propagate through.

It was revealed to me several months ago that people were not being able to look what I was trying for them to observe. What was being visible to me was not being visible to them. May be I will try to write and compile them in a book material up on a good land as Dr. Lobzang Rampa had managed to share his life journey and experiences with the attainment of his wisdom how to do so without bumping on rocks.

I hope my sharing of experiences for the past five years or so in care and concern of humanity and of this planet Earth, has helped someone to attain some consciousness of the divine truth good and kind will of God the LORD Almighty king and Creator of the universe.

Sincerely,

Thank you for being and being part of the journey as well. To what ever side beings may have been polarized in this world. I must admit that, the journey wouldn’t have been accomplished without the efforts of each winds trying to fill the sails hoping to stear the boat to each of their sides. But only true wind is needed to sail through the passage of life. And there no apparent wind the journey can relay up on. The eternal wind of the divine truth good and kind will of God the LORD Almighty which are reliable to propagate through space, time and matter beyond understanding back in to the Celestial mysteries of the Heavens.