בייה

50 Lemons

50 lemons are a burden for one person. But for 50 people, it’s a beauty.

50 lemons are too much to curry or too citrus and bitter to drink. But for 50 people, it is a beauty and can even be a nourishing lemonade.

People have started to tell me as if I haven’t been here in this materialistic world when I show up. Infact I haven’t been in their perception of the world, rather I have been in the mundane world beyond their worlds understanding.

Though I been currying that mystical world for long. And if I can share the burden with you all, in deed I will not wear out my self and humanity can continue the journey attaining the essence and meanings of life in a harmonious beauty in the good and kind will of God the LORD Almighty king and Creator of the universe, who have Created humanity and the Earth being it’s fields to harvest righteousness.

The thing is, sheeps are very stupid animals as it’s said well and they don’t even know when they are being lost. It appears wonderful for them.

I have heard with my ears and seen a group of people mentioning my situation before me as the prophet Yehoshuah(Selam) was accused and blamed as if he was being possessed. While the reality is in fact that, they have been possessed in wandering insanities.

The Torah teaches us to love our neighbor as we love our selves and not doing on to others what is detestable to us. And when one self has been lost for the love of all others in care and concern, what becomes the better thing to do after fulfilling this Mitzvah is to live and let others live in their wonders.

May God help all humanity for he is a good shepherd with no equal. And may God bring them back to the flocks with the languages they can understand since we can only attend the flocks which listens to us.

If I were born where I am right now, I could have been heard, but at the same time if I were born here, I wouldn’t have been what I’m and probably wouldn’t have been any different. I feel God destined my life for 7 years of self exile and meditation as I have felt and thought about it in my childhood seeking peace, enlightenment and wisdom of the divine. When I have been reminded that the seven years of my exile has come, it brought back memories of childhood intuition. Perhaps I was just supposed to be born there for the lessons, values of Heaven, humanity above all the fear of God which this world mostly lacks and is suffering from the quenciquences of lack of wisdom and enlightenment since the beginning of wisdom is the fear of God. Thankfully I have learned from my Grandmothers(Selam), the elders and from my family in faith to God calling God as my father during to the absence of my father in the mid of devastating era inorder for me to be build with conciousness seeking the divine truth and wisdom beyond this world, and for me to share the essence and meanings of life with humanity again from the kingdom of God Heaven, humanity has been lost from.

I’m mindful for not having some understanding for things what others have in this world or their misunderstandings. And I’m thankful and mindful for having the understandings of what this world doesn’t have.

I know for sure this visit to Earth has not been the first time. And the frequency of realities and responses of people still proves it that, it has been a cycle of Millennials more than I can put the efforts pushing forward the understanding of people in computing the mystery for their understandings to conceive the divine truth. Hence the divine has made a unique choice in Siddhartha’s enlightenment to liberate the traveler from predicaments of people and societies which also couldn’t have been understood if the traveler hasn’t passed through the prophet Yehoshuah(Selam) and vise versa through Siddhartha’s journey learning and understanding dynamically further as the prophet himself has explained it that his learnings in his journey or later for the other traveler has not yet been completed, rather will remains being infinite and that, there may be further achievement by the next traveler of the divine truth.

It’s neccessary to meditate and contemplate when especially we are deprived from our purpose and from our accomplishments for humanity. Because we might just leave this planet Earth feeling accomplished. But if we can meditate and contemplate, we might still be finding more essence and meanings of life to do a Mitzvah for our self as well and regain our self conciousness by the will of God and revealing to us to help humanity when the time comes which they will be listening to obey and observe the divine guidance of truth in to the good and and kind will of God the Creator. In other words being reserved and letting others to learn by their experiences as Confucious have explained it well as it’s being what they have been asking in rejecting and despising the messages of the divine guidance of truth humanity can’t live without.

At times the suffering in the journey of the divine truth gets bitter and heavier than the load of 50 lemons that we couldn’t walk too far bearing the agony.

Again it’s important and necessary to understand something inorder to understand something later and the next stages since understandings are mostly mergings of awareness from relativity observations. And a new concept can not be comprehended and will indeed takes time to digest, be conceived and understood. Hence I’m mindful and thankful to all my teachers in the academia, individuals, people, societies and above all to God the LORD Almighty king and Creator of the universe my only ally for the journey we have made together beyond understanding. Some how I’m realizing I need to stop bringing sheeps in to my boat who would rather be choosing to wonder else where instead of crossing the ocean with me to head to the bridge of Sir’at(straight path of ethic, enlightenment and eternal wisdom of the Celestial).

Kibbir LeEgziabiher who have reveals mysteries and knows to whom to reveal the mysteries. And for the love of God the divine the LORD Almighty king and Creator of the universe my only ally, I keep and preserve it beyond understanding regardless to what others may say about. They say things any ways and it hasn’t been the first time. They did it to the prophets and enlightened beings during their life times, little do they knew that it was not for them but to their generations to come from humanity who would be growing in enlightenment and wisdom to understand it.

שלום עליכם
Peace be up on you!